For the last ten years, I have been one of those overly- conscious borderline orthorexic eaters where I ate obsessively-compulsively healthy. I read every label, and I wouldn't even put anything on my skin that I wouldn't eat. I was a vegetarian because I couldn't give up cheese. But now i would look on in disgust (keeping it to myself) as people ate fast food, thinking oh my Gawd they are going to die. And do you know who got cancer? Wel, YOLO, That's my diet now. Sweet things taste good with my chemo. So I eat a lot of chocolate. I don't mind the 30lbs, because I have seen what happens during other stages. Vicki(www.advancedbreastcancer.net/moderation)