Y'all why does this go hand in hand with depression? For me it's the why has cancer come back after 22 years? And being aware that no kind of surgery is going to help fix things. And being your own advocate for your Healthcare, your mind, body and soul care. Now that I'm in 8 months with my chemo it's becoming harder to over come the pain from the injection which now lasts 3-4 weeks and then it's time to start over. I try to be in a good head space when going to chemo or to get blood work because there is always someone crying, or upset or their getting a pep talk. It for me makes me anxious. But that's just me