I have stage four metastatic breast cancer in both lungs. I've been on an emotional rollercoaster since I started my treatment. I have a long haired Chihuahua that has been my emotional support fur baby through all of this. I recently took him for a walk and all of a sudden, he can't use his back legs. He's on medication to see if it will help. He's a fighter, like me. He's always been there to cheer me up on my worst days. Now, I'm trying to be there for him. I'm on a fixed income because of other medical conditions. They're saying he has a narrowing between 2 vertebrae in his neck. They want to do surgery if the medication doesn't work. My heart is breaking because it's already been $800 and the surgery is at least $2000. I can't afford that but, I can't give up on him either. He's never given up on me. I don't know what to do. I sit here and cry and he wants to come up and console me ( like he always does) and he can't. Thanks for letting me vent. You always have a sympathetic and caring ear. I'm just heartbroken and don't want to have to put my best buddy down.