How Facing Cancer Taught Me to Truly Live

Cancer, you are a coward. You sneak in like a burglar in the night, hoping to steal our thoughts, our joy, and eventually our lives.

Looking for meaning

I didn't understand at first when I drew the word "life" as my focus for the year—I was actually a bit disappointed. But then I realized it was a blessing. It forced me to dig deep and search for true meaning. Today, a sense of peace washed over me as I realized that, in a strange way, you gave me life. I am no longer fighting you; I am learning to live humbly.

You made me aware of all my blessings. You revealed my true friends, allowed me to feel the wind, and taught me to listen to the different kinds of laughter around me. You showed me the strength of my support system. For seven years, I tried to forget you, avoid talking about you, and be everything you are not.

Finding myself after cancer

Now I realize you forced me to find myself. You made me want to spend quiet, intentional time with who I am. In striving to be everything you are not, I have learned to live with purpose, stay present in the moment, and remain aware. I choose joy. I discover peace. I have even met so many incredible people because of you.

I avoid drama and negativity. I actively look for joy in the journey, and I have become the best version of myself despite you. I will acknowledge every change you brought into my life, but I will never let you define me.

I am living my inspired life.